January 9, 2024

Genesis 32.10 (NIV)

“I am unworthy of all the kindness and faithfulness you have shown your servant.”

The one who created the universe places infinite value on you. He considers you a treasure worthy of his personal attention and sacrifice.*

This verse is part of Jacob’s prayer when he was in fear of his confrontation with his twin brother, Esau.  Remember how he cheated his brother out of his inheritance? His prayer may seem a bit self-serving – as if he is pointing out to God his own gratitude and awareness of God’s favor, while admitting his own humility (are you really humble if you say you are?) – but the words are no less valid and beautiful. God’s kindness and faithfulness are awesome attributes. It is amazing that the God of all creation would be kind and faithful to a mere servant.

I know people about whom it could be said, “She has a servant’s heart.” While I am not one of those people, I do try to be of service to the Kingdom. But just when I think I am all about the sacrifice, God blesses me and takes away the sting of sacrifice. It is impossible to out-give God. The more we give, the more we get. These are clichés, but they are rich in truth. As someone has written: Over the years, the church has lost sight of the Lord’s heavenly equation: the one who loses, gains; the one who gives, gets; and the one who serves like the lowliest of slaves is the Lord of all.*

How can I be his servant when he is mine?

We ask (for His blessing) according to His greatness and not according to our worthiness.*

*Quote sources available upon request.